Shattered Mirror

Cold as winter,
strong as stone,
She faced the darkness
all alone.
A silver goddess;
a reflection.
A mirage;
a recollection.
No return,
no turning back.
The past is gone,
the future, black.
Serpents gather
in their nests
And she stands above the rest.
Shadows hunt;
she hunts the shadow.
The moon is risen;
she stands below.
She views the world
through the eyes of others.
Black and white,
there are no colours,
As she looks down upon a shattered youth.
A shattered mirror shows a shattered truth.

<1st January '06>

ahahaha.. last night I was HIGH! haha. amazingly, we didn't spend the entire time there playing halo. they changed the computer room so now it has a bed near the ceiling, and everyone climbed up there and made a lot of noise. lolz.. natalie was talking to her friend online, who said something about wanting to try a "pink, strawberry flavoured condom". then nigel overheard her telling me and went, "I wanna try mint!!!!"

he and lionel were on the bed upstairs doing god-knows-what [I'm trying not to let my imagination run wild] and they started discussing what flavour would be nice. lionel kept shouting,
"FOR VANILLA!!!!"
and nigel kept repeating,
"Mint, for a refreshing coolness."
then everyone would burst out laughing.

there was LOADS of noise coming from the bed cos they were having a pillow fight up there, but nat was thinking sick - we all were, actually - and so it sounded like they were doing something else. haha. we found 3 guys and nicolette up there when we checked. LOL. and one of the guys kept saying, "GANGBANG!"
obviously we can't help but imagine what was going on up there. occasionally a pillow would come flying down and hit someone on the head. it actually hurt a bit; especially if they hit the Star Wars LEGO boxes down.

they were still discussing condoms.

then nigel and lionel came down and nigel said,
"Protection first!"
whipping out an imaginary condom and licking it.

the entire time we were there was spent making jokes like this, and we teased moses quite a lot after they found a bit of jelly on the floor. hahaz

I was SOOOOO HIGH!!!!

it's a pity I missed the party back here at our condo.... they said it was really fun! oh well, I bet I wouldn't have spent the whole night laughing non-stop [which I did at uncle ang's house] if I had stayed for the party here.

summary of last night:

laughing,

cracking jokes,

laughing at our own jokes,

laughing some more,

shouting out our own punch lines that makes everyone start laughing again,

more laughing about-- you get the idea..

I left at about 1.30am.. and reached home 15mins later. heard some guy got drunk and puked in our condo.

I felt drunk too, but I know I wasn't, cos I didn't drink anything alcoholic. unless they put alcohol in the soft drinks....

then... I smsed marcus until 3am and went to sleep.

and was made to wake up exactly 8 hours later for church.
after church we went to scotts to eat lunch.. and shopped for another few hours. ooh yeah Zara had a sale and I found a nice pair of cargo pants!! but I have to alter it cos
it's too damn long for me.
-yes, I know I'm short-

try not to rub it in

~*~*~*~ treading~the~riptide at 6.44 pm ~*~*~*~

<30th December '05>

woke up DAMN early today. well, not really, but much earlier than usual. woke up even earlier yesterday.

ok. yesterday, I reached school half an hour early, cos my mom insisted that I would take a REALLY long time to reach school and made me follow her..
we washed boats, then I went for lunch with elaine. she decided to go window shopping in far east! and we ended up buying earrings. I only bought 2 pairs cos I was broke. [I still am.]

then.... I took mrt to pasir ris to meet sinhui and photocopy notes for her and marcus - I'm so nice right?
somehow, I ended up watching Chronicles of Narnia with sinhui, her sister and her classmate, kia yi.
the show was NICE!! I like the battle part the most! the sad thing is that no one else died besides the white witch. [the white witch is cool!!]

took a bus back after the show and met xuan and brandon. I was supposed to go bran's house, but he had to 'exercise', whatever that means..
apparently it must have meant 'playing cards', cos that's what we did until 7, when bran suddenly went "oh shit!" and ran up to watch his chinese show.
went home at 7.30pm, ate dinner, watched tv and went to sleep.

today, woke up at 7.20am, went back to sleep and woke up half an hour later. I showered, changed, and attempted to tie my hair. then I realised that I was damn late. so I rushed to school and reached school 10mins early. I'm fast, huh? =D

then we spent 2 hours sleeping at our booth, with breaks in between, talking to the sec ones joining us next year.
after loads of complains that we were hungry, we finally got to eat lunch. went to far east with esther - lost justina somewhere in the crowd - then took the mrt home.

talked to my sis, then spent the rest of my time on the com after she went out.

all the sec one sailors next year are dsa. if esther quits, then I'll be the only sec 2 opti sailor. with.. none other than......

-censored-

AHHHHH!!!!!!! THIS IS BAD.
[not exaggerating]

~*~*~*~ treading~the~riptide at 7.52 pm ~*~*~*~

<27th December '05>

wow it's been such a long time since I last posted something....
I changed my template.
again.
ANYWAY... today was boring, unfortunately. didn't do much.
well, nothing much to say.
except that my entire life has been turned upside down.

oh yeah! did I mention that MY CLASS ROCKS?! 1/8 is the best!! we won not only netball carn [kinda expected from a sports class], we won drama night too!!!!
haha.. we actually got 3rd for cheerleading, and we only practiced it once - on the day itself. we came up with the cheer 2 days before netball carn. =D

but the school's gonna split us up. everyone will be going to different classes!
-gasps-
tragedy!!
ok, that was exaggerated.
erm..... ok, can't think of anything else to say. I'm gonna stop............................... here. =)

~*~*~*~ treading~the~riptide at 3.19 pm ~*~*~*~